449th; Lose the sheets, there’s no time for sleep.

Chinese test in the morning, and i totally forgotten about it. Never mind, never really studied chinese tests before anyway. PE after that, watched some Olympic videos. The first Olympic games held at Greece. Whoah, James cannot stop laughing man. Serious, i wonder what's so funny about just wearing an underwear. Sam agreed and she said if Adam never believe in Satan, everyone would be naked. And, she told me about the story of Adam, Eve, God and Satan. Love having such a wonderful storyteller sitting beside me. HAHAH!

Wow, Mr Lee was so damn fierce today. But really, i think our class really needs someone to wake us up. We really can't carry on like this. He made me realised how near O levels were, and man, i,am,so,damn,nervous. Really. 1 more year and it would be our turn. It was like not long ago that we took PSLE. HAHAH! Shit, was still wondering yesterday night, while lying on my bed and staring at my ceiling (cause i can't go to sleep) what course I'm going to take after my O levels. I fear of going to Junior College. But Polytechnic, what course should i take. Its like, one false step and youre doomed for life. Everything might just go wrong if you just take a single wrong step. I'm kinda scared of my future i gotta admit. Am i like, thinking too much? Is it a good thing? Urgh.

Anyway, i hope Mr Lee will relax. Poor him, i hope our class would really stop being so noisy and uncooperative. I think everything will go back to square one on monday. Wanna bet? :D

Darling i love you, hell loads.

448th; In for the kill

E learning is as sucky as always.

Finished trig, chinese and english. Planning to rush through the rest today. Woke up at 8 yesterday, finish up the zillions of chemistry worksheet and the rest of the homework teacher gave (not elearning). Took me 3 hours to complete everything. HAHAH! After that, sort out the elearning tasks. Had mass conver with S & M. I admit that i did not aid attention to my elearning actually. Spent quite alot of time complaining with the both of them. LOL! English is pretty absurd. No link at all. For a moment while searching for the information, i thought that i was doing History/Art's elearning. Cause there's alot of statues and information about it so it reminds me of the art elearning we used to do. I definitely don't miss it. :D

Had tuition this morning, and i swear i feel really hardowrking. Mum ordered me in the morning to vacuum the floor after tuition. What the hell. I'm not staying at home to help out with the chores, i have tons and tons of work to do and she thinks im very free. Told her that and she said that i seldom help out with housework before. I've been helping out with housework since i was primary 3, and here she is saying that i seldom help out. Man, she had never been grateful for what i've done.

Don't really care now actually, cause I'm kinda used to it. Hah! Okay i'm not pissed, just complaining. :D Okay, haveta finish up the rest of elearning. Bye :D

I love you dear!

447th; I want to hear your voice, it sounded fine

Don't make me break down.
Please, Mum, i beg you.
I sincerely do.
Its been long since i felt this way.
Its been long since i had my tears.
I beg you, please.
Please.

Everything is screwing up.
Feeling pretty worse.
Fcuk.
I'm sorry, i can't control it.
This frustration is really...
I don't know how to say.

E learning tomorrow and day after.
I prefer school somehow.
There's quite a number of things i wanted to post.
But all thanks to her, it spoiled my mood.
Can't think of what i wanted to post anymore.

You're one of the right things that had ever happened to me.
I love you.

446th; Enough is never quite enough, what's enough?

Awemazinfabunificient day I had yesterday. Had to meet the rest of them at Bugis MRT, supposingly, i was to reach the earliest, cause i lived the nearest. Ended up being the lastest. HAHAH! Sorry girls, i can't find the MRT, walked in circles around the whole Bugis. & Realised it was actually beside the bus stop i alighted.
Sucks

Had lunch at a restaurant, an american restaurant, I won't say the name. Service was sucky, maybe they can't help it but it wasted our precious time. Okay, let me complain. Firstly, the attitude of the waiter attending us is really lousy. There's this caucasians beside us and the waiter was taking their orders at first. He gave that really friendly smile, and really nice tone to them. Guess what, his face changed like effing fast when he turned to us. The whole face changed from friendly to a face i swear i felt like bashing up. Its like damn fierce and threatening i tell you. And after we had our lunch, we asked for our bill. After 20 minutes, that same waiter came to us and gave us a super fake smile and said "I'm sorry, but our machine is down, do you mind waiting for 10 minutes?" And he fake a smile again. Gosh -.- So yeah, we waited, not for 10 minutes, but for 20 minutes for my bill to come. Mind you, it is just MY bill, not theirs. Okay, so i paid. We waited for the rest of the bill, waited for 20 minutes, none came. Called the waiter again, and asked us to wait. We waited for another 20 minutes. This carried on for god knows how long. After that, IT FINALLY CAME. But there are still problems with it. How sucky huh. And finally, really finally, the right one came. We paid and left kinda angrily. We went out and all the waiters, ALL, apologised to each and everyone of us. It was like "Sorry for the inconvenience ladies. Thanks for coming. Bye." Trust me, all of us gave them the impatient look. Hahahah we did not mean to be unreasonable, but really, you will know how we felt if you were in our shoes.

Shopped around Bugis Junction and went to Bugis street. (I seriously remembered that i swear never to go there again.) Effing techno music blasting in your face, smoke blowing into your face. But if you wanna get cheap stuff, you must really sacrifice. Had fun though.

Went to Marina Barrage around 6 plus. The evening/night view was amazing. Very very nice. The wind, lights, sea, scenery, fireworks. Yeap, we saw fireworks. Was the national day preview. And lucky us, we got to see the fireworks. I gotta admit the place is really sweet and romantic. Fantastic. Saw a couple taking their wedding photos. Hahahahah. Many people were flying kites, and many of it almost dropped on us. Dangerous eh. Took hell loads of pictures too. Will upload them when blogger allows me too. Maybe i'll just upload it on facebook. The day past very fast, and soon was like 9, time to go home. Can't wait till I'm older, till then, i'll have more freedom and i can spend nights with the girls. Love them.

Went to some restaurant at suntec with brother, sis and mum to celebrate mum's birthday today. There's this family sitting beside us celebrating a kid's birthday also. And wow, i was really envious man, this kid had a Swensens birthday cake. Super jealous, the kid is like so young and i doubt he/she knows how expensive it is. Hahahahah, sour grapes huh.

Okay guess that's all. Very long post, you guys even bother readin it? Hahahhaha. Feet are aching. Still having the wounds my stupid kappa sneakers gave me yesterday.

Love them girls, and you, guy.

445th; Don't give out, don't give up

Short post before heading out with Fem.

Watched Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince yesterday, at me and S's favourite theatre. The awesomely big and comfy cinema. :D

Kinda disappointed with the show actually, cause alot parts from the book were missing. I know, they can't possibly cram the whole hundreds and thousands pages of tiny words into 2hour and 30 minutes. Was looking forward to some parts which i read in the book, but really disappointed. They did not include it in the film. Oh and Lord Voldemort was kinda handsome when he was young. Hahahah! Learnt my lesson, never read a book before watching the show. Sucks man, i finished Deathly Hallows last year, and the next time i watch it in the cinema, i guess it would be another disappointment. But who cares, i'm still looking forward to Deathly Hallows on the screen. Sorry but yeah, I'm quite a Harry Potter person, don't mind me :D

Okay i think I'm running late, gotta rush off. Bye people.

I love you dear

444th; Stick to the rules.

Lousy day, lessons were, blah. No comments. Watched a kinda boring documentary during english lesson, was cool though, in a dangerous way.

Nothing much to post. Just being crazy over you-know-what nowadays, with S. Love the show, love the music, love the quotes. Gotta control ourselves =x A few more episodes before i finish Season 1. Awesome.

Quick post before i head over to math. Blogger is still screwed up as ever.

"Its often said that no matter the truth, people see what they want to see. Some people might take a step back and found out they were looking at the same big picture afterall. Some people might see what their lies have almost caught up to them. Sometimes, you need to step outside, clear your head, and remind yourself of who you are, and where you wanna be. And sometimes you have to venture outside your world in order to find yourself."
-GG

"As for me, I'm happy right where I am. I only wanna be with you."

443th; In the corner, catching the late train.

Blogger is still failing on me.
The New Post page is really screwed.
I wanted to post yesterday, but the effed up blogger doesn't want me to. It still doesn't allow me to post, cause this page is still screwed up. This is the only way i can post. I'm feeling very uncomfortable so post in such a small box. But yeah, who cares. I have not post for 3 days, and my hands are itchy. Serious. Got to deal with this.

Yesterday, was very very very funny. LOL! Talking about every random stuff in class with S and it really cracks me up. Laughed like nobody's business, and michelle caught our 'laughing germs'. Hahhahaha! I can't stop laughing, and i have no idea what I'm laughing at. Crazy much? =x Had badminton, and was still fooling around with michelle. LOL!

Oh yes, reached home yesterday, had my bath and dinner and i was doing my A math homework. Heard Mum told the kids at my house this "You have to finish your dinner. If not you will have no energy. Do you know where your energy comes from?" & the kids(They were brothers) were like "I know i know! Bread! Rice! Sun!" My Mum just nodded at them and smile, and then said something i can't hear. Strangely but gradually, after Mum asked that question, my head immediately popped up a few things.
Kinetic energy, gravitational potential energy, mgh and halfmvsquare.
What's happening? Can't i have the thinking i used to have? Energy = sun and food. Energy is only used for playing. No other things. But now, my mind is really corrupted with physics, all the scientific stuff. (I'm not sure if corrupted if the right word, but to me, it is.) Hahahaha.

Was really tired today. Extremely tired. Restless throughout the lessons. Oh god, save me. I have absolutely no mood to listen in class, don't even bother to absorb the things teachers said. Sucks man, totally. I'm going to have a good night sleep tonight. I really need it.

Just a short post today, i doubt its short. Hahahah, gonna have a short nap before heading off to revise physics and do math homework.
But first, I'm gonna catch an episode of GG. Heheh.
Bye.

Let me change my blogsong, just in case Jasmine thinks it is too noisy and she switch off her volume. HAHAH. Now you know, Jasmine, that my blogsong is not standard. It is pretty random.HAH!

I, should, get, some, sleep.

I love you, dear.
Trust me, it is not just empty words.

442th; Keep your Enemies close, and your Lovers closer.

Its Friday! :D
Awwwwweesomee!
Like all Fridays, school was short.
Ended at 12.45, and i can't escape fast enough from physics remedial.
Told Mr Lau i passed by Physics, asked him whether i can not go.
He gave me that look, and said "Okay, go erase the whiteboard first."
So, i erased it and asked Mr Lau whether i could go off.
And he gave me that look again and said "You must stay."
Sucks leh! I cleaned the whiteboard for nothing.
Never trust teachers! (Though i wonder how we're suppose to learn if we can't trust them)
Hahahah so it will be like, the teacher teach you something, and then you look at them and say,
"I don't believe you."
LOL!
And yeah, very little people were there for physics.
Michelle had to rush home for tuition.
Sam is cool! She was there to entertain and accompany me.
She's effing, effing funny.
But of course, i managed to listen to what Mr Lau said, more attentively, cause Sam made me laugh and therefore, i won't sleep. :D
Thanks eh!

Went for lunch with her after that, and met Jasmine.
Was kinda early so walked around. Walked past Pasar Malam.
Don't underestimate the stuff they sell in Pasar Malam okay!
Walked around and the whole place was playing Michael Jackson's songs.
Hahahahah not bad right.

Oh yeah, played Ultimate Frisbee during PE today.
Tiring but fun!
Makes me think of 6L!

Okay, that shall be all,
Ci-aos!
Loves Feminines,
& i so love you.
xoxo.

441th; & without you is how i disappear

I didnt plan to post, but im kinda used to my 'everyday postings', blame my hands.
I can't resist it from clicking the 'New Post' button.

Oh, its been long since i heard this song.
MP3 shuffled it, and the song reminds me of 2007.
Secondary 1, love those times man.
So, free.

Ohohoh! Was flipping through my assessment when i reached home.
Got really tired and went for a short nap.
& really freakish-ly, i started dreaming about the stuff in my assessment.
Of all the dreams, why the hell did i even dreamt of physics.
Sucks man, was really uncomfortable dreaming that dream, so i woke up.
Realised i slept for half an hour. Hahahahah
Its definitely not a dream, more of a nightmare.
Told my mum about it and she said im very hardworking.

Cheering people up but ended getting you down.
Does this always happens to you?
Well, it does for me.
& i know it does for Michelle too.
It is strange how the human mind works isnt it?

I love you.

440th; I am not afraid to keep on living. Doubt so.

Why do i get so easily pissed and so effing impatient nowadays.
But i think its going to be over soon, i hope.
I can't live being so bloody impatient.
Those people affected by me, i apologise, especially you, michelle cheng.
Hahahhaha =x
But thanks.
So don't try to test my patience okay.
I'm implying to you, my amazing broadband.
It gets pretty screwed every tuesday.
I swear.
EVERY tuesday.
It took me 10 minutes to load this blogger.
Maybe I'm exaggerating, but its around there. I'm not that crazy to even count how long it takes. But you never know, I might start doing it.

School is really tiring, i can sleep on anything near me after school.
Dozed off on the bus, reached home, leaned on the lift, fell asleep again(Its only 5 secs & i managed to sleep). At home, was at the toilet and almost slept. Sat down, studied, practically just kept nodding my head.
Took a bath, and at least its better now.
How bad can this get man.
Next week is gonna be an all test week.
Please! I wanna live through!
Thank you very much!

God-damned-hell-loads, of love.

439th; It's gotta be, easy to see, what everyone takes out of me.

I have to, stop-stop-stop feeling this way.
Sheeesh.
Chew Junling, snap out of it.

My grandma called me a sample.
How nice of her huh.

Mum claimed that I finish my shampoo too fast.
& now, she wrote the date she opened the new bottle of shampoo on the bottle.
Which is to prove to me that I finished it really fast.
Cant blame me eh, my hair (I just found out) is too long.
:)

Social studies was damn funny today!
Stupid James, i agree with michelle, his laughter is effing contagious.
He's mad, mad, mad.
After what the guy wrote on the board, i think it will be so damn cool if people spit gem.
HAHAH! Sorry lah, I don't mean to be offensive.

On the bus back home and suddenly, was sneezing like mad.
LOL! & as you know i can sneeze like, a minimum, 4-5 times, and on the bus, my god.
I sneezed like 10+ times IN A ROW.
Not only once (when i say once, i meant a set, which is also 10+ times per set.) its like 3 times.
Hahahahah can you imagine?
The lady sitting beside me got scared, HAHAHA and changed place.
LOL! Trust me, i'm not having H1N1.
Maybe i should carry a board.
Urgh, i hate my nose.
I shall go get nose surgery like MJ.
=x
Kdding, makes no difference.
Cause the problem lies with the stupid sinus.
AHAHAH -.-

Twitter is cool, but there's nothing to do.
Gahhh.

Love you dearest darling :D

438th; I'm in Manhattan.

Randomly searched for some actors.
Somehow, it linked to Home Alone.
And guess what, the little kid starred in Home Alone is now 28 years old.
HAHAH! Its no wonder there's no more Home Alone series.
Who wants to watch a teenage-adult be home alone.
LOL! Funny!
Maybe...they can change the kind of story and targeted audience... =x

Love yesterday night's rain.
Was raining very very heavily, and i was watching Harry Potter and the Chamber of secrets.
The atmosphere was perfect.
HAHAH! Very cool.
Was 1130 somemore, the darkness, rain, thunder, lightning. :D
I can't wait for Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince.
Mama wants to watch with me, but she decided to watch it with aunts when I'm in school.
Opening on the 17! Awesomeness! :D
Hohoh! Been a great fan of Harry Potter (The book/film, absolutely not Daniel Rancliffe) since i was in Primary 1.
Hahahah! Read the whole series like thousand, zillion times.
Can't believe I'm such a bookworm?
Credits to sis, hahahah, she influenced me.
Somehow, i lack interest in Twilight. I prefer HP so much better.
Robert Pattinson is in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.
I liked Cedric Diggory way more than Edward Cullen
Although its all the same person.
Blah. I just hate Edward Cullen. (I APOLOGISE TO FANS OUT THERE.)
Makes no sense i know.

Bye, be off for dinner. :)
Boring post, heheh.

Loves, my dear, so much.

437th; Capital M-E

We all claimed that holding the paper bag is really angmoh-ish HAHAH

Meal was marvellous!

Observe Michelle's lips.

& Claire's, don't you think they are doing the same thing? HAHAH

Swear I'm not wearing eyeliner. Don't ask me what that expression is for. Cause i seriously have no idea. Credits to Sam, thanks so much. HAHAH

(PICTURES @ KENNY ROGERS)

Opposite day today! (Its just something the two lamers created, me & sam)
So had to say whatever you mean in the opposite meaning.
So example, originally, "I want to change into school uniform."
We had to say "I don't want to change into school uniform."
And the person youre talking to had to answer it oppositely too.
So if they had to answer "No" if they meant "yes".
Confusing huh?
HAHAH! Damn hilarious looking at how we had to crack our brains to start questions and answer questions.
Claire and Michelle were damn blur! (I'm not better)
=x
But in the end, our confusion is getting really bad and, we had to stop the game.
LOL! Lame eh.
That's what happened when we study too much.

Was a short day today, time past very quickly!
I love Fridays! :D
Monday to Thursday we head home too study.
Fridays are for us to chill and relax.
Hahahha, too much work makes you go crazy.
Went to Michelle's house. Sam, claire, jas.
Locked ourselves in michelle's room and started gossiping(That's what girls love to do the most isnt it). Hahahha.
Played with each other's hair as well.
Was damn cool and fun.
Although our hair were everywhere.
Lol!
Okay nothing else, gonna have my dinner though I'm still very very full.
Lunch lasted till now.

I love you!

436th; Watching through windows I'm wondering if you're okay.

Bad days never got this bad.
Okay maybe it did.
Went for lunch after school.
Michelle knocked her leg against a chair, there's bruise.
Had our orders, & Sam went to get her food, and the oil splattered all over her uniform.
HAHAH!
Sorry sam, i shouldn't laugh.
Me and michelle, on the other hand, is having a really bad case of stomachache.
& i found out that i ate a kind of prawn that i'm allergic to.
& shit ass, my whole mouth went itchy.
Sam was like "Okay, lets head home as soon as possible and lock ourselves at home before anymore unlucky things happen to us. It would be safer that way"
Hahahah, for your information, many other stuff happened which i don't have much impression of it.
But trust me, it is as bad.

Reached home, opened one of my fridges.
and it is still being crazy.
Everything in it was ice.
& I don't meant freezer, its the fridge.
The normal compartment.
Orange juice, honey lemon, lemon juice, barley, wintermelon tea, grapes, apples, orange, all turned ice. HAHAH! I popped a grape into my mouth and its like, there's a layer of ice.
Lol! Luckily there's another fridge, if not all the food gone case.
Now I'm like drinking ice orange juice.
Cool right!
Okay not drinking, eating.
Hahahahh!
Okay nothing else, let me enjoy my icy food =x

Fallen deeeeeeep in love with ya, darling!

435th; Top down in the summer sun

*****-is-a-shuai-ge@hotmail.com
(PS: Its the email of some random guy i saw in a mail my friend send me)
Gosh, what's up with this email address
Won't they feel, wierd?
I know they have the rights to create the names for their address.
But isn't it too, urgh. *shudder*
No offense.

Just finished revising whatever Mr geog Lee teached today.
Cause i kind of can't hear what he's saying.
School nowadays aren't too bad.
Still trying to get used to the sleeping routines.
Hahahah, new chapters are pretty okay too.
I think it will be okay now, and when common tests arrives.
Hahahah! Die.

Trying to save money from today onwards.
Felt guilty spending 27.50 just on 1 movie and a meal.
Shit.
Are these called guilty pleasures?
Really guilty, but it feels good.
Hahahah, once in a lifetime never mind eh, right?
Yeah, cutting down my expenses. Hah!
Staying in class during recess now, and no,
I'm not gonna get annorexic.
Don't wanna end up becoming just a, stick.
Eww, not nice. & it rhymes! HAHAH!

Ahhh, thanks for talking so much about peach eh michelle.
Now i'm craving for peaches ):
Okay, nothing much.
Losing things to post about already.

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!
PLEASE RELEASE YOUR ALBUM SOON!
I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG!
Actually its just erm, 3 years.
Its still considered long right?
Ahhhhh. Never mind.
All good things come to those who wait.

Love you baby~

434th; Human nature

Shopped around Marina, Suntec and Raffles.
Lunched at Kenny Rogers.
I love the potato salad!
& the Garlic something potato. Heheh, forgotten the name.
There goes my 4 recesses.
Hahahah, shopped around.
(Walked like damn long)
Went to That CD Shop.
Heard Mj's song playing on the speakers.
Hahahah we were all singing along.
Hahahha alot of memories man.
Okay, im gonna search his songs.
There's so many songs i've heard before but i don't know the title.
Hahahah, and like Michelle, I just found out what Mj is saying in Smooth criminal.
Lol!
& love his dance moves man!
Amazing legs.
Hahahah!
Okay, bye!

Okay, just finished searching for his songs.
Damn bored now.
I just thought of something.
I'm gonna list out all the famous Michaels in this world.
help me add those i missed out.
Michael Jackson.
Michael Buble.
Michael Jordan.
Michael Owen.
Michael Phelps.
Michael Bay.
HAH! Not bad eh.
Maybe if you want your kids to be famous, name them Michael.
LOL!


I love you!

433th; Suburban living with a feeling

One reason why i like this year's NDP song.
because, it is VERY NOT NATIONAL DAY.
Hahahaah! Very different from last few years.
But honestly, primary school years' NDP songs are easier to remember.
Catchy.
This year's one is very...Keane-like.
Its by Electrico.
So kinda a lil bit rockish

Went for NDP combined rehearsal yesterday.
Brother got free tix.
Nice ley, this year's.
Very cool.
The performance is really different.
I love those planes and tanks and motor boats.
& Finally for once, I'm able to see the 21 guns salute.
Its kinda right in front of me.
Okay, i won't post much about it, you guys watch it yourself.
:)

Hell loads of love

432th; I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me

Watched Ice Age 3 3D with who else?
Hahahahah! My all time movie buddy!
Expensive leh.
13 dollars.
Can watch 2 movies, still got 1 dollar left. =x
But was worth it.
HAHAH FUNNY LIKE MAD!!
The 3D effect was damn damn damn cool!
Still can't stop laughing at the show.
"OH! Its a boy!!!"
"Its a girl, that's the tail."
HAHAHAH! I don't know whether its meant to be dirty or what.
But me and sam just think of it the dirty way =x
Sid is forever so funny.
& Scrat and Scratte, is even more hilarious.
Lol!
& damn it, The baby dinosaurs and baby mammoth is CUTE LIKE HELL!
The humour is nice, but the storyline was expected.
Not an exactly nice teenager movie, but an awesome family show.
I just hate those kids sitting beside us.
Especially the one beside samantha.
She's like everything she do must report to her friends.
Irritating like mad.
Okay that's all.
Next movie, Harry Potter.
Heheh.

Love ya :)

431th; Words i thought i'd choke on, figure out.

Decided to delete my previous post!
Cause i feel guilty, no matter how frustrated i feel, i don't think its right to do that.
Now my internet is being good.
So yeah, forget the post yesterday :D
Hahahah.

Had two sciences back to back today.
Definitely not good, at all.
Not sure why, but i seemed to be able to absorb what Ms Kaur teaches, so much better than what Mrs Ng teached.
Mrs Ng is a good teacher, but what she says just can't get into my head.
Hopefully now, my chemistry will improve.

Now, i will revise whenever i reach home.
And, I'm going to go straight home everyday.
Unlesss, i have to stay.
No tuition for one month, i hope my maths will still be okay.
Tutor is at Australia for 3 weeks.
1 week, sure to be quarantined.
Lol!

No science tomorrow!
Hahahah, but there's 3 periods of maths.
Okay, just a quick post, gonna have dinner.
One piece of bread for lunch aint exactly that filling.
Bye!

I love you dear!