456th; Hello there, the angel from my nightmare.

Happy National Day! :D

I guess i can skip the National day broadcast on TV today cause i've seen the rehearsal.

The rehearsal wouldn't have much difference from the real one i think.

Except this time, the real Prime Minister and real President will be there instead of the fake ones wearing a white shirt and waving to the crowd during the rehearsal.

To think I've been fooled by them during the preview when i was P5.

HAHAH!

Doing Trigo on Heymath right now.

Mr lee gave another set of work cause he thinks that we would be very free this few days.

Lol! Actually i think I'm pretty free.

Hahahah! Oh damn, still need to revise geography.

HDIs and stuff.

I'm still feeling really restless nowadays and i don't feel like doing anything.

I have to quit it and get back to my normal self.

I love boredom suddenly. :D

Okay think that's all.

Enjoy your National Day people.

Love you so much!

BEFORE I FORGOT!
HAHAHAH! I'M SO GOING TO WATCH SINGAPORE IDOL'S AUDITION TODAY.
AND WATCH HOW SOME SINGAPOREANS THROW THEIR FACES!
LOL! ESPECIALLY THAT ASIAN AVRIL LAVIGNE!
HAHAHAHHA.
I'm gonna have a good laugh tonight :D

455th; Yeah, this city is endless.

Its a beautiful world

National day celebration today. Our school is dead.
Trust me, we tried to get high, but it ended dead.
Blah, lousy. So not much to say about National Day celebration.

Went for lunch with Jas & Sam, Claire went off with Weikwang, and Mich had SL.
Left the 3 of us. And let me tell you, the 3 of us were really tired.
We were like, very dead too. Don't know what's happening.
Maybe we're just too, erm, tired? HAHAH!
Waited for god damned long again. Cause of the queue this time.
Used to this actually.

Sam's house after that, played Wii, and that's all.
Boring day.

Don't feel like doing anything nowadays.

Just wanna chill out, and relax.

Lifeless.

Something wierd i feel like doing now.

That's to lie on the top of the building.

Do i sound dead?

Noticed i'm not exactly tired actually.

Just feels like, something is drained out of me.

Wierd. Save me please, someone.

I love you dear.

454th; Chain of thoughts

Perfect Image.

Just added my archives.

Took a look back at the post exactly one year ago.

I really miss the times.

Oh, and i missed the way i posted too.

So, I shall go back to this style.

Its more... me.

Hahahah :D

Saw the picture of Zen Mozaic in the one year ago post.

Was still hoping to get it that time.

Thanks to you, i've got it.

That MP3 contains hell loads of memories.

Whew, nostalgic. Very.

Time can't possibly stop right now.

To think, what would life like be one year later?

Prelims i guess, preparing for o levels.

I'm hundred percent sure that i'd be reminiscing about now by then.
Oh and after the dreadful O levels, we'd be graduating in around 2 more months.

I don't think i can take graduation. Really can't take it.

Man, why do i always have the tendency of thinking forward and looking back.

Sucks.

I'm loving you, forever and always.

453th; Going through the motions in the dark

Long overdued picture. Not that long actually, just 2 and a half weeks ago.

I hate morning assemblys. Don't like to go down, and today's weather was HOT. Very humid. Crazy weather, last week was so cold, kept raining. And this week, the sky is pretty fine, but the weather is very bad. No sun, but damn hot. The dandalion clocks are still there today, and im still not very sure if it really is. I was wondering what would happen if it rained heavily, i think it would all be gone. Hahahah!

Information report test tomorrow. I don't have a clue what is the format. That is certainly, very, sucky.

Realised I've been going straight home nowadays. Awesome, but my grades did not seem to improve much eh. Hahahah! Studied a little bit of geography today. I think HDI is quite interesting. I'm actually shock that i liked it. That doesn't mean that i would score well for the test though, just pray hard enough.

Saw the science textbook of the kids grandma is looking after. Primary 4 science. Damn leh! Very very easy! I asked him which chapter his teacher is teaching him now. And he showed me the energy chapter. (Conductor of heat is include in it) Compared my physics textbook with his. Hahahahah! Biiiiiiiiig difference man! Flipped through his textbook and its like just brief stuff about conductors and stuff. Shadows and all these. Jealous. HAHAH! Miss prymary school sciences. He said he loved science. And when i showed him my physics textbook, he just practically stare at it and said "Okay i don't like your science. I only like mine."

Exactly.

You have no idea how much i loved science when i was in primary school. Lol!

Should be all! I've been updating pretty often nowadays i realised. Hahahah.

Love you!

452th; Doctor Jekyll and Mister Hyde

Saw many many dandelion clocks today on my way home. Not too sure if it really is, but it looks like it. There is like, this enormous patch of grass and the dandelion clocks(at least i think) were all over it. Very nice, i swear. Never thought i would see such a scenery in singapore. Spend quite sometime there, alone, and there's no one around. I was like, the only human there. Hahahah! Wind was pretty strong too, and the seeds flew everywhere. Amazing afternoon.

Oh and about today, thank you Sam, Michelle, Kimberly and Corin. Oh! And Yoke huei for asking. HAHAH! Its wierd that i don't feel that embarrassed. Awesome? Lol! This is the first. What a good timing. HAH! Never mind, love experiences. :D Am i wierd or what? I think most probably i am. Okay whatever. Chemistry test tomorrow! And geography test is postponed! Fantastic! Don't have to study like mad.

Think nothing else. All the best for tomorrow's chemistry test.

Heeeeell'oadso'love.

451th; A part and parcel of our lives.

Yeap, life is never a smooth journey. Everyone has their own problems. If you don't have any, i really bow to you. Your life is perfect, so, cherish it. Some of us aren't that lucky, but at least, it might be a blessing in disguise. You never know. Whatever the problems is, it would not be that bad, just vent it out, just say it all out, it might be better. At times, it might even help, by pouring it all out. Don't ever bottle it up. It never work. Trust me. Never liked people to keep things to themselves, especially people close to me. I'm glad you guys decided to tell me. Feeling better now huh. :) Don't worry, things will turn out fine. Feminines, all of us will try our very best to get over this. & you M, don't think too much yeah. You've got me.

Okay! That shall be all for the introduction. HAHAH! School was okay, sense that Mr lee was still kind of sad. Cooperate kay guys. Thanks alot. Chemistry test cancelled, i didnt just say cancelled. Was postponed, till wednesday, along with geography test. Shit. Many things to memorise.

Badminton-ed. been long since there was training. There's a new coach, and his actions are funny. LOL!

Think there's nothing else. See ya bye bye! :D

I love you, i love you, i love you.

450th; Falsettos

I realised that all those people who had their new post page screwed are those probably using Singnet. Wanna bet? Try going round asking

Okay, here's how to fix it.

* For IE 7.0 & below

Tools -> Internet Options
Click on "Connections" page tab
Click on "LAN Settings" button (if you are using Broadband)
Check "Use a proxy server for your LAN ..." checkbox
Click on "Advanced" button
Under HTTP type, input "proxy.singnet.com.sg" for proxy address and "8080" for port

Hope it helps.
And I'm not the pro one actually.
Went to the blogger help button and found it.
-
And now, i realised that actually its already fixed. You don't need those steps. Cause i think blogger fixed it. Waste my time only. Urgh.

There's quite a number of elearning not done yet. I hate doing, serous. But yeah, who likes it. I totally agree with my tutor man. E learning is a waste of time and money(Electricity, paper, ink). HAH! Okay, shall scoot. Bye bye bye.

Love you pro.

449th; Lose the sheets, there’s no time for sleep.

Chinese test in the morning, and i totally forgotten about it. Never mind, never really studied chinese tests before anyway. PE after that, watched some Olympic videos. The first Olympic games held at Greece. Whoah, James cannot stop laughing man. Serious, i wonder what's so funny about just wearing an underwear. Sam agreed and she said if Adam never believe in Satan, everyone would be naked. And, she told me about the story of Adam, Eve, God and Satan. Love having such a wonderful storyteller sitting beside me. HAHAH!

Wow, Mr Lee was so damn fierce today. But really, i think our class really needs someone to wake us up. We really can't carry on like this. He made me realised how near O levels were, and man, i,am,so,damn,nervous. Really. 1 more year and it would be our turn. It was like not long ago that we took PSLE. HAHAH! Shit, was still wondering yesterday night, while lying on my bed and staring at my ceiling (cause i can't go to sleep) what course I'm going to take after my O levels. I fear of going to Junior College. But Polytechnic, what course should i take. Its like, one false step and youre doomed for life. Everything might just go wrong if you just take a single wrong step. I'm kinda scared of my future i gotta admit. Am i like, thinking too much? Is it a good thing? Urgh.

Anyway, i hope Mr Lee will relax. Poor him, i hope our class would really stop being so noisy and uncooperative. I think everything will go back to square one on monday. Wanna bet? :D

Darling i love you, hell loads.

448th; In for the kill

E learning is as sucky as always.

Finished trig, chinese and english. Planning to rush through the rest today. Woke up at 8 yesterday, finish up the zillions of chemistry worksheet and the rest of the homework teacher gave (not elearning). Took me 3 hours to complete everything. HAHAH! After that, sort out the elearning tasks. Had mass conver with S & M. I admit that i did not aid attention to my elearning actually. Spent quite alot of time complaining with the both of them. LOL! English is pretty absurd. No link at all. For a moment while searching for the information, i thought that i was doing History/Art's elearning. Cause there's alot of statues and information about it so it reminds me of the art elearning we used to do. I definitely don't miss it. :D

Had tuition this morning, and i swear i feel really hardowrking. Mum ordered me in the morning to vacuum the floor after tuition. What the hell. I'm not staying at home to help out with the chores, i have tons and tons of work to do and she thinks im very free. Told her that and she said that i seldom help out with housework before. I've been helping out with housework since i was primary 3, and here she is saying that i seldom help out. Man, she had never been grateful for what i've done.

Don't really care now actually, cause I'm kinda used to it. Hah! Okay i'm not pissed, just complaining. :D Okay, haveta finish up the rest of elearning. Bye :D

I love you dear!

447th; I want to hear your voice, it sounded fine

Don't make me break down.
Please, Mum, i beg you.
I sincerely do.
Its been long since i felt this way.
Its been long since i had my tears.
I beg you, please.
Please.

Everything is screwing up.
Feeling pretty worse.
Fcuk.
I'm sorry, i can't control it.
This frustration is really...
I don't know how to say.

E learning tomorrow and day after.
I prefer school somehow.
There's quite a number of things i wanted to post.
But all thanks to her, it spoiled my mood.
Can't think of what i wanted to post anymore.

You're one of the right things that had ever happened to me.
I love you.

446th; Enough is never quite enough, what's enough?

Awemazinfabunificient day I had yesterday. Had to meet the rest of them at Bugis MRT, supposingly, i was to reach the earliest, cause i lived the nearest. Ended up being the lastest. HAHAH! Sorry girls, i can't find the MRT, walked in circles around the whole Bugis. & Realised it was actually beside the bus stop i alighted.
Sucks

Had lunch at a restaurant, an american restaurant, I won't say the name. Service was sucky, maybe they can't help it but it wasted our precious time. Okay, let me complain. Firstly, the attitude of the waiter attending us is really lousy. There's this caucasians beside us and the waiter was taking their orders at first. He gave that really friendly smile, and really nice tone to them. Guess what, his face changed like effing fast when he turned to us. The whole face changed from friendly to a face i swear i felt like bashing up. Its like damn fierce and threatening i tell you. And after we had our lunch, we asked for our bill. After 20 minutes, that same waiter came to us and gave us a super fake smile and said "I'm sorry, but our machine is down, do you mind waiting for 10 minutes?" And he fake a smile again. Gosh -.- So yeah, we waited, not for 10 minutes, but for 20 minutes for my bill to come. Mind you, it is just MY bill, not theirs. Okay, so i paid. We waited for the rest of the bill, waited for 20 minutes, none came. Called the waiter again, and asked us to wait. We waited for another 20 minutes. This carried on for god knows how long. After that, IT FINALLY CAME. But there are still problems with it. How sucky huh. And finally, really finally, the right one came. We paid and left kinda angrily. We went out and all the waiters, ALL, apologised to each and everyone of us. It was like "Sorry for the inconvenience ladies. Thanks for coming. Bye." Trust me, all of us gave them the impatient look. Hahahah we did not mean to be unreasonable, but really, you will know how we felt if you were in our shoes.

Shopped around Bugis Junction and went to Bugis street. (I seriously remembered that i swear never to go there again.) Effing techno music blasting in your face, smoke blowing into your face. But if you wanna get cheap stuff, you must really sacrifice. Had fun though.

Went to Marina Barrage around 6 plus. The evening/night view was amazing. Very very nice. The wind, lights, sea, scenery, fireworks. Yeap, we saw fireworks. Was the national day preview. And lucky us, we got to see the fireworks. I gotta admit the place is really sweet and romantic. Fantastic. Saw a couple taking their wedding photos. Hahahahah. Many people were flying kites, and many of it almost dropped on us. Dangerous eh. Took hell loads of pictures too. Will upload them when blogger allows me too. Maybe i'll just upload it on facebook. The day past very fast, and soon was like 9, time to go home. Can't wait till I'm older, till then, i'll have more freedom and i can spend nights with the girls. Love them.

Went to some restaurant at suntec with brother, sis and mum to celebrate mum's birthday today. There's this family sitting beside us celebrating a kid's birthday also. And wow, i was really envious man, this kid had a Swensens birthday cake. Super jealous, the kid is like so young and i doubt he/she knows how expensive it is. Hahahahah, sour grapes huh.

Okay guess that's all. Very long post, you guys even bother readin it? Hahahhaha. Feet are aching. Still having the wounds my stupid kappa sneakers gave me yesterday.

Love them girls, and you, guy.

445th; Don't give out, don't give up

Short post before heading out with Fem.

Watched Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince yesterday, at me and S's favourite theatre. The awesomely big and comfy cinema. :D

Kinda disappointed with the show actually, cause alot parts from the book were missing. I know, they can't possibly cram the whole hundreds and thousands pages of tiny words into 2hour and 30 minutes. Was looking forward to some parts which i read in the book, but really disappointed. They did not include it in the film. Oh and Lord Voldemort was kinda handsome when he was young. Hahahah! Learnt my lesson, never read a book before watching the show. Sucks man, i finished Deathly Hallows last year, and the next time i watch it in the cinema, i guess it would be another disappointment. But who cares, i'm still looking forward to Deathly Hallows on the screen. Sorry but yeah, I'm quite a Harry Potter person, don't mind me :D

Okay i think I'm running late, gotta rush off. Bye people.

I love you dear

444th; Stick to the rules.

Lousy day, lessons were, blah. No comments. Watched a kinda boring documentary during english lesson, was cool though, in a dangerous way.

Nothing much to post. Just being crazy over you-know-what nowadays, with S. Love the show, love the music, love the quotes. Gotta control ourselves =x A few more episodes before i finish Season 1. Awesome.

Quick post before i head over to math. Blogger is still screwed up as ever.

"Its often said that no matter the truth, people see what they want to see. Some people might take a step back and found out they were looking at the same big picture afterall. Some people might see what their lies have almost caught up to them. Sometimes, you need to step outside, clear your head, and remind yourself of who you are, and where you wanna be. And sometimes you have to venture outside your world in order to find yourself."
-GG

"As for me, I'm happy right where I am. I only wanna be with you."