Monday, February 23, 2009

332th; Always look on the bright side of life!

I've got to try not to bottle everything up to myself.
I'm gonna break down any-time!
But yeah, it seems kinda long since i last broke down.
Maybe its time for me to.
Hahah, my tears are rusty already.
Sam, Claire and Jasmine broke down already.
Perhaps its time for me and michelle to?
Hahah.
School work is getting really hard.
& I'm like so happy go lucky everytime,
When after much thought, i think that there is really nothing i know about school stuffs now.
I'm feeling the stress now.
Oh boy.
Its true that people who seems so happy and cheerful outside,
might not be so.
There is really too many things bottled inside them.
Just that they refuse to show it out.
Many many stuffs hidden beneath them.
& that no one knows about it.
Sorry,
I'm just spilling out a little bit of my troubles into this little site of mine.
Cause, i really need to let out abit.
Phew.

People come to me when they need to pour things out.
I can help them, but why can't i just help myself?
Many many things are piling up which im not suppose to say it out.
But listening to other people's problems really makes me feels that I'm quite okay already.
There is really other problems people have which are way worser than mine.
:)
I hope everyone will just live their live to the fullest.
Life might be a bed of roses,
but roses have thorns too.
Life is never smooth!
GET USED TO IT PEOPLE!
:)

Reminder!
THIS ISN'T AN EMO POST.
& neither am i putting up a fake front everyday.
Just that I can never be sad.
Even if i am, i will really not show it out.
:D
So try to sense it when I'm sad, and don't push me over my limits.
I might broke down.
Don't blame me.
Hahah.

Gotta study maths test already.
Siann.
Okay gonna fly! :)

Love ya

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