403th; & I'll be your memory.

I just found out one thing about myself.
I think better when I'm on my bus ride back home.
The 45 minutes ride home every single day is for my imagination to run wild and think of all sorts of absurd things.
Sometimes, I reflect on my day, sometimes, i think of stuff i should have done, sometimes, i think to myself, I should have done this, I should have done that.
Not to mention, many What Ifs pop up in my head.
& today, drowning in my sea of absolutely absurd thoughts, this question came up to my head.
What if I lose my memory?
Forgetting every single thing that I've done before.
Forgetting every single person that had made a mark in my life.
Forgetting the people close to me, family, best friends, you.
Wow, i wonder what it will be like.
But i definitely won't want it to happen.
Hahahah, lame much?
I bet its going to take me years to get back all the memories.
Years to get to know everyone once again.
Whoo super duper sucky. Its like, I totally re-borned, with an empty mind.
Blank.
But there i guess there should be at least one thing i can remember.
Kinda interesting i must say, and i wonder what that will be.
:)
Okay, i think i owe everyone an explanation why i even produced this post.
The reason is pretty simple actually. Cause my life is super boring nowadays.
& there's no highlights in it.
So, i shall type whatever lameshitcrap stuff i can think of and just dump it here.
I apologise for the lack of interesting posts.
Blame it on my lifeless days. :)
Bye.

Yes, even if i lose my memory,
I will never forget you.
I love you.