Voice from deep inside said, 'You got to be insane'
Why is is that everyone is improving except me.
Why is it that everyone are getting good results except me.
Why is it that the amount of effort i put in doesn't tally with the results i get.
Why is it so.
Desperation, exasperation, frustration.
Effit.
Never had confidence in myself.
On the edge of giving up.
Better not, too many factors pulling me back.
I don't wanna disappoint myself.
The worst has yet to come, if i'm already like this right now, i don't think i can survive next year.
There's always one thing called determination.
But i believe its not in my dictionary.
Damn, i think i've recieved a 'determine' charactor badge when i was in primary school.
Alright, i think that optimism is definitely in my dictionary.
Just continue striving hard, everything would be alright.
Goes out to everyone out there, especially the person whose name starts with K and surname's F and is very crazy.
Okay! I just got cut by a knife.
Emo cut~~
Hahah! Kidding, i think people who cuts themselves are really stupid.
What for hurt themselves.
Okay i better not say so much, just in case i get emo and cut myself next time.
Stupiddddd
I have an amazing news!
I'm officially down with an awesome fever!
How, nice, and marrrrvellous.
Luckily its just a slight fever.
Weather is super duper, bad.
SS test was rushy.
Mr Goh came late and wanted us to do structured essay and source based.
Finished my structured essay by 830 had 2 source based left, and im suppose to hand it in by 845.
Wrote briefly through by source based. There's only 8 mins left, for two questions
Cause it took me pretty long too understand what the sources are telling me.
Sure cannot make it.
HAHAH!
Supposed to have oral today.
After school Miss Choy came in and said index 1 to 20's oral is postponed and Miss Karasi would inform us again.
Was on the bus on my way home, Jiamin called me and said Miss Karasi said the oral is not postponed.
Totally what the hell!
Urgh
I hope oral wont be tomorrow
I NEED TO STUDY MY COMPO!
Don't ask me how i study compo, i have my ways.
Me and my stupid ways. HAHAH.
Blah, i think there's nothing else.
Cause social studies is in my head.
Just finished the N.Ireland notes.
I know I'm slow, but i kinda can't remember things if i study too early.
Last minute memory works best for me.
One day a 5 year old kid went to a restuarant with his family.
They waited for very long for the waiters to come.
The 5 year old kid got impatient and shout to his mum
"WHY ARE THEY CALLED WAITERS! WE ARE THE ONES WAITING!"
Jokes brightens up my day! Or night!
Hahahah!
Love you so.
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